Continued Reflections on Rest
“To live for oneself” is a heavy burden, because we all have endless desires and ambitions, which in turn make us restless and troubled. Although we have the words of God as the guiding light, we are still struggling to break free from its control. Why do we so desire to "live for ourselves"?
Perhaps the painful awareness of the transience of life fuels our desire to get the most out of it; to see what we want to see, do what we want to do, taste what we want to taste, and fulfill all our hearts’ desire. To accomplish all these things comes with a heavy cost. Endless labor, sleepless nights, mental burden and physical health are just the few on the list. When death finally comes, by the grace of God, one can barely escape with the soul, even the body has to be left behind. The feeling of “all for nothing” is perhaps the silent outcry of our soul to our misguided life. How can we rest in peace with our soul in turmoil? Therefore, even if we try to rest by doing nothing on the Sabbath day, we are restless inside.
During those sleepless nights I had, I gave serious thoughts over the vanity of life. The realization of “all for nothing” brought horror and anxiety to my soul. But this mental trip led me to a deeper and more personal understanding of Jesus words, “Anyone who loves their life will lose it, while anyone who hates their life in this world will keep it for eternal life. (John 12:25)”
It turns out that our short lives are like that of tourists - whatever lovely things we encounter, we can only take pictures or keep in memories. We must never try to own them; because they don’t belong to us. If we try to take them back home, we will be intercepted, fined or even jailed at custom. ‘The possessions’ will be confiscated. As a result, the gain is not worth the loss!
We have to ask ourselves: “O My heart, how may you rest in peace?” Only Jesus has the answer, because He knows everyone’s heart. (Continued next week)
原來我們苦短的人生好比過路客；無論我們遇見什麼可愛的事物，都只能拍個照，留個記念；萬萬不能擁有，或曾經擁有；因為一切都屬於別國的。倘若我們想要據爲己有，都會在海關被截查、沒收，甚至被罰款、坐牢。結果，得不償失！ 最後，我們要問：我的心啊，你要怎樣纔安息？這個問題，連我們自己也回答不了；只有耶穌能為我們的心解答。因為祂知道萬人的心。 （下週續）